@โ ๐๐๐ฅ.๐๐ฆ.โ๐๐๐๐ก โ aw thx!
๐บ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ก โฐ
2 years ago
Awesome!! So sorry, you got disabled โน๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
julia <3
2 years ago
aww Iโm sorry you got di$@b|3d! thatโs really cool how you went to see Billie ellish!!!
andriavanb
2 years ago
I'm so sorry that your account got disabled! That's shocking. How fun that you saw Billie Ellish! I'm sure that was cool. My mom already had two different cancers thymoma and esophageal that she was fighting. The esophageal is terminal. She's in the hospital because of a tumor under her arm and a growth in her chest/ lungs. they're trying to determine what they are. The one under her arm is in her lymph nodes and is causing extreme pain not even morphine could touch. So now she's on an IV of
andriavanb
2 years ago
... something 5x stronger that has to build up in her system. So she's still in extreme pain. She's on IV saline because she isn't allowed food/ water. She was crying, and all I could do was tell her how much I love her and that a lot of people are praying for her. My heart is breaking because I would rather suffer than see her suffer. Hopefully she can get some sleep tonight and we can find out more tomorrow. Meanwhile, my landlord is suing me because he "wants to ruin my credit and make sure
andriavanb
2 years ago
...I never ever live anywhere nice again"! I've had to get a lawyer. It's the worst timing in the world. My crazy roommate is continuing to falsely accused me of ridiculous things I have never done to her. I've about had it. I need some sunshine in my life.
๐HAppiER ThAN evEr ๐-gone
2 years ago
@๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ข๐โค๏ธ thank you!! Itโs ok. @โป๏ธ โฅ๏ธ๐ซ๐ถ๐ญ๐ช๐ข โฅ๏ธ โป๏ธ - ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ด๐ต thank you! Yes, it was so fun!
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2 years ago
@andriavanb thank you. It was so fun, and a way to live and forget. I am so sorry that you have to go through that. Do you think her time is numbered? I am so sorry. She had two cancers? Itโs so unbelievably hard that you have to watch that. Ugh. Life sucks. Your landlord sounds like he has no respect for people, but women. Do you think he has a history of tormenting women? Go out. Have fun. Live life. You have a brain, go use it! Have fun! Just get away, like you should.
andriavanb
2 years ago
I'm happy you got that time to get out and live and let go a bit. Yes, we all know Mom's time is numbered. Her cancers are apparently spreading fast. We're waiting to get results on this latest stuff, and get her pain under control. I hate knowing she's suffering so much. But I love her, and selfishly I know I'm going to miss her more than I can imagine. It's a horrible situation. I hate cancer. I don't know my landlord's history with women, I just know what I've witnessed, and he definitely
andriavanb
2 years ago
...looks down on us. Treats women with less respect. Like we're kind of morons and he definitely has a power trip thing going on. I'm working as hard as I can on getting out of here, but every freaking week we're getting a snow and ice storm and everything shuts down. It's not making looking for housing easy. Once I can get that accomplished, hopefully he will drop his lawsuit against me, it's total BS anyway. And then I'll be away from the both of them.
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2 years ago
@andriavanb yeah, it was fun. I am so sorry, that is so hard to know. But when the time comes, the angles will be with her. Iโm here for you. I hate cancer too. Oh god. I donโt get how people, in 2022, look at women like that. In the 50โs all we were were housewifeโs and servents and pretty people. Thank you. Oh god you are being so beat up. I am sorry.
andriavanb
2 years ago
yes, I believe the angels and God will be with her and she will be fine and free of pain. I just hope she comes and visits me once in awhile. things have to get better, right?
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2 years ago