γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
soo this was kinda my mental state last night....and every night before that, but- I've had some long talks today with myself and I've come to the conclusion that I'll never be perfect, I'll never be the person my parents, friends, and relatives want me to be. and I'm kinda okay with that. I can't be perfect. I can't have perfect grades, looks, or a perfect personality. because those things don't exist. but I can't be what everyone else wants me to be.

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
nobody is "perfect", and nobody ever will be. I've finally come to terms with that after 5+ years of trying to fit in and be "perfect" for everybody. this is who I am, and I'm not sorry. I hope you all will realize is too, and stop trying to be someone you're not. you are you, and that's the best thing you can be. πŸ’•

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
uhm so yeah- this is kinda half a vent and half a positive and inspirational message. I hope you all can benefit from this in some way. I love you all so much!! take care of yourself πŸ’—πŸ’—

A_person_who_likes_things

4 months ago
Yea, I kinda just had to try to stop being so sensitive about things and try to hype myself up and laugh at my insecurities cause they’re not needed but apparently they stayπŸ₯² This is very sweet!! Yes yes, not one person in this day n’ age are perfect or have no flaw! πŸ’•βœ¨

β˜Ύπšœπš‘πšŠπšπš˜πš πšœ β“žβ“• πš’πš—πšπš’πšπšŽπš•πš’πšπš’β˜„οΈŽ

4 months ago
That’s great! I’m so happy for you that you’re able to accept yourself. Honestly the best thing that helps depression (at least for me) is to stare at myself in the mirror and address myself by my name. Honestly when I here my name I realize that I kind of forgot it. Then I tell myself everything that’s happening and then basically argue with myself for a while. I know that sounds really weird but it really helps me come to terms with myself. You should try it!

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
@.π•Šπ•™π•’π••π• π•¨. that's a really good mechanism! I'll have to try that sometime, I've learned to accept myself but I still have off days. but I feel like everyone does so that helps :)

Recolorist

4 months ago
:0 a few days ago I was having a very similar realization and like I’m still probably gonna unintentionally worry about being perfect but I know I shouldn’t also I’d been kinda writers and artists blocked and having the conversation and stuff with myself actually inspired both a drawing (I like it I guess) and a poem that I’m actually really proud of!

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
@β™‘_π™‘π™€π™«π™š_π™¨π™€π™£π™œ_β™‘ that's great, I'm glad you had that realization aswell!! πŸ˜πŸ’• yea, we'll probably still worry occasionally but that's just life :) dudeee, yes the writers block is so true. I have so many ideas for stories but as soon as I sit down to write...mind goes blank and can't focus πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

Recolorist

4 months ago
Yesss, I mean there’s still other unidentifiable things messing up my mental state rn- but at least ones ok now Yep, a β€œsuper” fun part lol Literallyyyyy! It drives me crazzyyy! But like I wrote the whole poemβœ¨πŸ’… and it’s actually pretty good if I do say so mahself but like as soon as I put the pencil down my brain went blank and I haven’t named it yet πŸ’€

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
@β™‘_π™‘π™€π™«π™š_π™¨π™€π™£π™œ_β™‘ exactly! oh well, it's progress! IKR!! 😬 that's good!! I'm sure it is amazing 😌 yess why do I find it so hard to name things??

Recolorist

4 months ago
Yeahhh, progress is noice I could post it in a comment-? If you wanna read it- maybe you can help me name it 😭

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
@β™‘_π™‘π™€π™«π™š_π™¨π™€π™£π™œ_β™‘ that'd be cool, I'd love to see it!! I can attempt to help you name it lol. I'm going to bed right now, but you can post it whenever and I'll look at it and reply tomorrow! 😁✨️

Recolorist

4 months ago
β€œWhy can’t you just be real?” β€œWhy do you always hide what you feel?” β€œAre you done playing masquerade yet?” β€œYou know we’re all afraid yeah?” β€œWhy are you always pretending?” This act…it’s never ending And god, I’m so tired But expectations have me wired It shouldn’t be this hard, for me to speak with honesty But sometime the truth, it seems, just happens to get lost in me And the realities, they frighten me So I’m faking it constantly (limit)

Recolorist

4 months ago
Yeah I just play the part of who I think that you want me to be You say β€œjust be yourself” See, I don’t know that one…can I try someone else? You say β€œyou’re better then that” But I don’t believe that that’s a fact I’ve got no faith in who I am And I don’t really have a plan I’m just trying to fill the shadows I can see That were cast by an imaginary β€œperfect” me But that version will never truly exist So why does it get to me like this? (Limit)

Recolorist

4 months ago
You tell me perfect isn’t real That what’s real is how I feel So no more masquerade Cause it’s ok to feel afraid

Recolorist

4 months ago
That was a lot more to type then I thought- I really hope rc doesn’t freak out about it 😭

Kaylee H.

4 months ago
This thought goes in my head everyday before my first class

Kaylee H.

4 months ago
I have anxiety, depression, ADHD, I worry, and I stress.

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
@β™‘_π™‘π™€π™«π™š_π™¨π™€π™£π™œ_β™‘ :0 omg~ that is soo good!!! I have no idea what to name it tho ;-;

γ€Š~β™‘~𝘚𝘡𝘒𝘀𝘦𝘺~β™‘~》

4 months ago
@Kaylee H. yeah, I also have anxiety. I'm working on overcoming my depression though. I'm trying to get my parents to let me get tested for ADHD, I have like 97% of the symptoms I've read about.