βYou know some day youβre gonna meet her itβs a fever dream. The kind of radiance you only have at 17. Sheβll know the way and then sheβll say she got the map from me. Iβll say Iβm happy for her, then Iβll cry my self to sleep.β
I just wanna go home!!!!! I just wanna have one of those nights when Iβm talking to my friend for so long and not feeling all that anxiety and I feel like Iβm not out of things to talk about. I wanna talk about how I feel and cry with someone. Everyone around me is finally finding themselves in high school and Iβm just here all alone without someone to laugh with. Except for stealing everyone elseβs friends for the period of time theyβre here until I scare them away. I just wanna have someone a
gain yknow i just wanna live and not just walk to school everyday and then walk back after hand where I sit with all these stupid straight white girls who isn't don't give a **** about anything but boys. I want someone to hug me when I'm sad. I want someone who will talk to me about it and we can cry and cry and love each other and form an actual relationship instead of just a casual friend. I had someone- and they aren't here anymore. At the time I need her. I just wanna laugh with someone whol
l always be there. The poor people on this app read through everything I post. But itβs the setting that counts itβs the feeling that is someone who is always there. People are active and then they arenβt. They have their own lives to take care of. And thatβs normal. Why canβt I be normal? I just want everything to go okay againnn
itsmeaddison
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ im so sorry you've gone through all of that and sometimes life just feels completely meaningless. as if there's just no point to even living but even though I don't know you irl I'm proud of the fact that your still here after everything you've gone through and I'm always here to listen. I wish you the best.
denki supremacyβ‘
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ it's just unfair that some people dont get the friends and relationships that every person deserves... but you're doing really well, for what it's worth. I honestly hope that someone perfect does come along - or actually, just someone good enough. someone willing to try for u, that's what u deserve.. I think there is some friend out there for u, or u can make one. but u will find ur person, I believe. β‘β‘β‘
@denki supremacyβ‘ itβs just that every time feel like Iβve found someone something comes up and it ruins the whole thing, over and over and over. I hope it works out like you said but it doesnβt seem like it idk.
@IΝtΝ'sΝMΝeΝ,AΝdΝdΝiΝsΝoΝn thanks I appreciate it. Donβt feel sorry I shouldnβt have dumped my emotions on everyone the way I did.
κ¨ πΌπππ« β½
1 year ago
Aww Iβm sure lots of people feel that way sometimes. Itβs ok to feel like that and sometimes you need to let out your emotions π€
Iβm sorry that you feel like thatβ¦ Iβm sure you will find someone one day :))
Just wanted to let you know that there is always a stone of hope in a mountain of despair ;) (sorry if that was cringe π)
Iβm sorry if advice didnβt help anything
SpyAbigail*break*
1 year ago
I know exactly how you feel, and if you ever need I have a million quotes and a million more relatable experiences.
Randoperson
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ man im rly sry, id hug u if i could. dont think for a second anyone on this app is normal. rn im not active cus of some stuff going on and i jus cant rly draw rn. im sry that you feel alone, but just know that weβre all here for h and we got ur back. if u wanna talk ab literally anything i got u. I wish u had someone in person, ill be here tho
idk β¨
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ if I were with you right now I would hug you and make you know your safe. I am always always here for you and I hope you know that. I donβt think that thereβs such thing as βnormalβ. A lot of people (myself included) donβt have anything to do all day. We just sit there hoping that someone will think to reach out to us. To text us. To want to talk to us. But others canβt understand that all we want is a safe place weβre we can be ourselves. This app gives us that but not-
idk β¨
1 year ago
- in person and with physical friends. Sometimes life just hates us and sadly we canβt do anything about it. Ik I already said it but I am always here for you. If you ever need to talk to someone just reach out to me. Iβll be there
@β¨Zachβ¨ thank you so much, I wish you were here but honestly thereβs nothing we can do about that. And youβre totally right, I texted my friend yesterday asking her if she wanted to come over- then today I asked her if she had a costume yet and if not she could stay back and come over and we could hand out candy together. But she has a life and Iβm still wondering what sheβs doing. God I wish the people on this app were together in the same school or same town. Thank you so much youβre right you
@Randoperson (on break) donβt be sorry. Thatβs why it sucks because you guys are all I have to vent to and and you canβt even do anything youβre people on the internet nobody can deal with my problems but me why do I do thissheesh Iβm so ungrateful
itsmeaddison
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ don't feel guilty iβm always here whenever you need to talk or vent and it doesn't make you an ungrateful person because we all deserve people who will love and support us through anything even if it's just strangers on the internet.
idk β¨
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ yea it would definitely be amazing if everyone on this app could be at the same place or in the same school or smth. People on here actually respond. Maybe not right away but pretty quickly nonetheless. Thank you as well for just being so nice and inviting and just an amazing person in general
Recolorist
1 year ago
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ Iβm sorry. Thatβs just unfair to you. You deserve good friendships and a good relationship! I wish I could be a irl friend to be there for you. Thatβs just totally unfair. And Iβm so sorry you have to go through and feel like that! Itβs completely unfair.
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ yea itβs really sad we canβt all just be able to meet each other but thatβs not really how life works
βΎππππππ πββππππππππππ’βοΈ
1 year ago