Hey, the dance didnβt go too well but wtv. I give up.
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So basically what happened was the mean friend just kept avoiding me and hanging out with this one kid that Iβve been friends with since second grade that I wanted to hangout with. I had an okay time with my friend k and his friends but it was just awkward standing next to mean friend and she just ignoring everything I did or said.
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So when I got home I texted her asking if she was avoiding me because Iβm being annoying- trying to -
stick up for myself, and she literally said and I quote: βIβm not why would you think that!?β And then when I explained why she just said βOh Iβm sorry if you thought thatβ and I just hated myself so much I wanted to just run away. I literally told her idk Iβm sorry after that smh!!!! I was trying to stick up for myself and literally just gave up and now the intrusive thoughts are rolling in- I get really violent. Idk what imma do on Monday.
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hope you have a decent day for your circumstances
The Witchπ
1 year ago
oh I have a friend who gets overly mad and violent, they have to take anger management meds. Yixe that sucks at least other of your friends were there
@The Witchπ yea for me itβs not all the time but if someone isnβt able to own that theyβre annoying or hurting me, my brain just wants to see them suffer. And yea Iβm really glad they were there and in a good mood
The Witchπ
1 year ago
yeah my friend just whenever they got mad it just exaggerated too much, like once someone was annoying them at lunch and they almost beat them up using a sub sandwich and someone literally knew to hold them back arrest style lol
@The Witchπ haha wow Iβm glad mine isnβt that bad. I remember as a smol child my brother was annoying me and my mind was just like: I want to cut off his head and then watch him bl33d 0ut- now itβs that but with that stupid friend- fun times
The Witchπ
1 year ago
yeah sometimes I just get urges to ruin the lives of the people who are rude to me lol
@The Witchπ your comment showed up in my notifications but not on the post but I saw it- and yea intrusive thoughts sucks but theyβre here and existing sooo
The Witchπ
1 year ago
yeppppp. (and yeah it's been happening on a few comments and idk why)
@βΎππππππ π ββ ππππππππππ’βοΈ Iβm so sorry! Ik that doesnβt help but I had to say it. Just so you know your not annoying. All you wanted to do was stand up and protect yourself. On Monday, maybe just try to be around another friend, who can calm you down, when your around her. Idk if thatβs a possibility for you but itβs the best idea I have. Sorry if that was no help.
Sorry I didnβt see this til now. Iβve just been out of it for the past few days.
@πππππ£π¦ππππ£ππ πͺβ¨ itβs okay. And I appreciate it. I can try that but canβt guarantee it. Thanks for being here tho.
And itβs totally fine, if it makes you feel any better Iβve been forgetting everything this week- I forgot my flute every single day this week, forgot my study guide, missed two questions on that study guide, and forgot headphones for class twice. @
well first I got to talk to an old friend I haven't talked to in almost a yr who said was gonna delete all their social media, but today they went live on ig, and me and only one other person was watching and they talked to me, and then the creepy boss wasn't that creepy today, but then a family member got exposed to their deathly allergy and didn't have an epi, and then list their keys
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1 year ago