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Hello my Recolor family! The last pic that I had posted got a lot of comments, and a few of yโall were wondering if I am ok. So I have finally sat down to tell yโall whatโs been going on.
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3 years agoA few days ago Iโve had to let go of a relationship that I was not expecting to lose, and iโve been trying to cope with myself after losing him. This โfriendโ was a lot of things. My crush, my guy best friend, favorite person, and the boy that Iโve been in love with for 8 months.(I also wrote 3 songs about him... yeah). We were never dating, but we both liked each other for a long time, and had talked about dating in the future
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3 years ago Out of the blue, He texted me 3 days ago, and told me that he realized that a real relationship was not going to work out for us, and that we should just be friends. Initially I was in shock, couldnโt hold back my tears, and anger and sadness were the 2 emotions that Iโve been feeling the most lately.
It has been 3 days now... my heart is still hurting, Iโm still sad & a lil angry, yet I still want him back, and Iโm still in love with him.
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3 years agoWe did have a ft conversation yesterday. We donโt hate each other, and have decided that we will still remain friends, bc we made a promise that we always will be. Iโm unsure how this new chapter of our friendship will look like, and Iโm trying to let him go, move on with my life, stay busy, and focus on myself rn.
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3 years agoAlthough this friendship will now be platonic, I will always love him. Even though I know I deserved better, I still will always wish he was mine. Deep down, I knew that it may not work out, but I always had hoped that it would in the end.
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3 years agoAnyhow, if yโall read all of this paragraph, thank you for listening to my story, I appreciate yโall so much, thank you all for caring about meโค๏ธ if anyone has any advice for what Iโm going thru, it would be much appreciated. :)
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3 years agoSorry for so many comments, I was copying and pasting haha *image credits to original artist*
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3 years agoOh my goodness! I was scrolling and past this INCREDIBLE artwork and I need to know this backstory, I am so sorry for you and iโm sure he meant no harm ๐ I do not have much advice since I have gone through some only similar.... what iโm sure was frustrating was he chose to text you and not have the guts to tell you face to face. just know, iโm here for you ๐๐๐
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3 years agogone through something similar** Lol I make mistakes when iโm typing
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3 years agoOh gosh, I hope everything is okay for you! Iโve never been in that kind of situation, so I wouldnโt be any help, but I hope everything goes well. Hopefully the future of the relationship and just the future of your life works out, no matter what happens or what direction it takes. And if you ever need to talk I can listen if you want! <3
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3 years agoThat really sucks, if you want my opinion tho try to keep your friendship alive he sounds like a good guy I had something like this happen to me before but we didnโt keep the friendship alive and it makes me a bit sad
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3 years ago@๐๐๐๐.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ Thank you sm! Yeah, we rarely do get to see each other expect every couple of months, but I was rly hurt he did not first tell me audibly, I did confront him about it and told him that I wasnโt going to talk about it unless we talked audibly, thankfully he did get back to me, and we FaceTimed yesterday, and I was able to get some closure from this situation, so Iโm grateful for that. He does still care about me, and although he did hurt me, I know it was not his intention.
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3 years ago@๐๐๐๐.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ also it is okay if you donโt have advice, I appreciate you being there all the same ๐๐
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3 years ago@โญ๏ธ๐halesofbayโฒ๏ธโญ๏ธ thank you sm! Itโs completely okay haha. Yeah me too, I think one day I will be happy and meet someone new, but in the meantime while I am still healing from this, I know that I need to work on myself before I open my heart up again. Thank you so much for your kind words it means a lot!๐
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3 years ago@Dragon_Spirit13 yeah๐thank you...thatโs rly good advice! He is a rly good guy, even if he will never be my guy. Although Iโm still sad about this new change, I never want to lose him, and if I will only always be his friend, I will be grateful for whatever I am given. Thankfully we both have agreed that we are still going to maintain the friendship(or at least what will be left of it) so thatโs encouraging, although Im taking a break from talking rn. Thank u for your comment it means so much!๐
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3 years ago@๐ โข~โข ๐๐๐_๐๐๐ โข~โข ๐ thank you sm. Life has definitely been up and down daily, but ik eventually itโll get easier as time goes by. Aw im sorry that that happened to you๐, getting hurt by someone you care about definitely is not easy at all, but one day I bet youโll meet the right person too that will care about you with their whole heart!๐ thank you sm for your comment it means so much!๐
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3 years agoOfc! Also... big question: Is ur pfp you?
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3 years ago@๐ โข~โข ๐๐๐_๐๐๐ โข~โข ๐ thank you, same to you as well! Yeah I get it, I donโt want to hurt him either and I want him to be happy, even if itโs not with me. You too!๐ช๐ผ๐
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3 years ago@๐๐๐๐.๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ haha yes it is! I meant to ask is this Morvern? I follow someone else with the same username on here, and also their Pinterest acct haha
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3 years ago@๐ โข~โข ๐๐๐_๐๐๐ โข~โข ๐ yes indeed!๐๐ช๐ผ
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