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1 month ago
Hello my Recolor family! The last pic that I had posted got a lot of comments, and a few of y’all were wondering if I am ok. So I have finally sat down to tell y’all what’s been going on.

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1 month ago
A few days ago I’ve had to let go of a relationship that I was not expecting to lose, and i’ve been trying to cope with myself after losing him. This β€œfriend” was a lot of things. My crush, my guy best friend, favorite person, and the boy that I’ve been in love with for 8 months.(I also wrote 3 songs about him... yeah). We were never dating, but we both liked each other for a long time, and had talked about dating in the future

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1 month ago
Out of the blue, He texted me 3 days ago, and told me that he realized that a real relationship was not going to work out for us, and that we should just be friends. Initially I was in shock, couldn’t hold back my tears, and anger and sadness were the 2 emotions that I’ve been feeling the most lately. It has been 3 days now... my heart is still hurting, I’m still sad & a lil angry, yet I still want him back, and I’m still in love with him.

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1 month ago
We did have a ft conversation yesterday. We don’t hate each other, and have decided that we will still remain friends, bc we made a promise that we always will be. I’m unsure how this new chapter of our friendship will look like, and I’m trying to let him go, move on with my life, stay busy, and focus on myself rn.

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1 month ago
Although this friendship will now be platonic, I will always love him. Even though I know I deserved better, I still will always wish he was mine. Deep down, I knew that it may not work out, but I always had hoped that it would in the end.

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1 month ago
Anyhow, if y’all read all of this paragraph, thank you for listening to my story, I appreciate y’all so much, thank you all for caring about me❀️ if anyone has any advice for what I’m going thru, it would be much appreciated. :)

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1 month ago
Sorry for so many comments, I was copying and pasting haha *image credits to original artist*

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1 month ago
Oh my goodness! I was scrolling and past this INCREDIBLE artwork and I need to know this backstory, I am so sorry for you and i’m sure he meant no harm πŸ’• I do not have much advice since I have gone through some only similar.... what i’m sure was frustrating was he chose to text you and not have the guts to tell you face to face. just know, i’m here for you πŸ˜ŠπŸ’•πŸ˜‰

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1 month ago
gone through something similar** Lol I make mistakes when i’m typing

β­οΈπŸŒ‹halesofbay⛲️⭐️

1 month ago
Oh gosh, I hope everything is okay for you! I’ve never been in that kind of situation, so I wouldn’t be any help, but I hope everything goes well. Hopefully the future of the relationship and just the future of your life works out, no matter what happens or what direction it takes. And if you ever need to talk I can listen if you want! <3

Dragon_Spirit13

1 month ago
That really sucks, if you want my opinion tho try to keep your friendship alive he sounds like a good guy I had something like this happen to me before but we didn’t keep the friendship alive and it makes me a bit sad

πŸ” β€’~β€’ πš—πš˜πš–_πš—πš˜πš– β€’~β€’ πŸ”

1 month ago
Oh goddess I hope you’re doing ok! I (sorta) know how you’re feeling. I have a crush on my girl best friend (I’m also female) and I was going to tell her I liked her today (over FaceTime), but she said she had great news: she has a boyfriend. Of course, I can’t tell her I like her now, it would hurt her and her bf. I’m still super sad, but I’ll get better. And so will you! It’ll take a while, but you’ll move on. I promise, there’s someone perfect out there for you! I’m always here to talk. πŸ’–

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1 month ago
@πš™πš’πš—πš”.πš•πšŽπš–πš˜πš—πšŠπšπšŽ Thank you sm! Yeah, we rarely do get to see each other expect every couple of months, but I was rly hurt he did not first tell me audibly, I did confront him about it and told him that I wasn’t going to talk about it unless we talked audibly, thankfully he did get back to me, and we FaceTimed yesterday, and I was able to get some closure from this situation, so I’m grateful for that. He does still care about me, and although he did hurt me, I know it was not his intention.

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1 month ago
@πš™πš’πš—πš”.πš•πšŽπš–πš˜πš—πšŠπšπšŽ also it is okay if you don’t have advice, I appreciate you being there all the same πŸ™ƒπŸ’•

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1 month ago
@β­οΈπŸŒ‹halesofbay⛲️⭐️ thank you sm! It’s completely okay haha. Yeah me too, I think one day I will be happy and meet someone new, but in the meantime while I am still healing from this, I know that I need to work on myself before I open my heart up again. Thank you so much for your kind words it means a lot!πŸ’•

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1 month ago
@Dragon_Spirit13 yeahπŸ˜”thank you...that’s rly good advice! He is a rly good guy, even if he will never be my guy. Although I’m still sad about this new change, I never want to lose him, and if I will only always be his friend, I will be grateful for whatever I am given. Thankfully we both have agreed that we are still going to maintain the friendship(or at least what will be left of it) so that’s encouraging, although Im taking a break from talking rn. Thank u for your comment it means so much!πŸ’•

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1 month ago
@πŸ” β€’~β€’ πš—πš˜πš–_πš—πš˜πš– β€’~β€’ πŸ” thank you sm. Life has definitely been up and down daily, but ik eventually it’ll get easier as time goes by. Aw im sorry that that happened to youπŸ˜•, getting hurt by someone you care about definitely is not easy at all, but one day I bet you’ll meet the right person too that will care about you with their whole heart!πŸ™ƒ thank you sm for your comment it means so much!πŸ’•

πŸ” β€’~β€’ πš—πš˜πš–_πš—πš˜πš– β€’~β€’ πŸ”

1 month ago
You are so welcome! If you ever need to talk, I’m here πŸ’– and it’s ok, I’ll live. She’s my best friend, and I never want to hurt her, and if that means letting go, that’s what I’ll do. Stay strong πŸ’–

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1 month ago
Ofc! Also... big question: Is ur pfp you?

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1 month ago
@πŸ” β€’~β€’ πš—πš˜πš–_πš—πš˜πš– β€’~β€’ πŸ” thank you, same to you as well! Yeah I get it, I don’t want to hurt him either and I want him to be happy, even if it’s not with me. You too!πŸ’ͺπŸΌπŸ’›