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@nettie Thanks! 💗
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2 years ago@vorghy Thank you so much! 😆
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2 years ago@Queen Jetta 💋 Go J*E*T*S! I appreciate your support! 🙏💕
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2 years ago@Super_girl 101 Aww, thank you! You’re so sweet! ❤️😍
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2 years ago@andriavanb Oh! I’m so happy to hear from you! I was beginning to get worried. 😅 I’m doing great my friend, a little stressed with school work, but definitely excited for the upcoming warm temperatures. I’m beyond grateful that you all get closure. Last time I spoke with you…you were struggling. I’m glad that everyone will celebrate your inspiration of a mother. I hope the ceremony goes as planned. How are you doing? I’ve missed you. 🥰❤️
Sweetcookie♥️aka. Debbie
2 years agoSo beautiful 💖
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2 years ago@Sweetcookie♥️aka. Debbie Aww, thanks! ☺️
andriavanb
2 years agoWell, we'll all be celebrating my mom's life, it's true. But, I definitely don't have closure. A lot happened when my mom passed, and I think it's going to take time to heal that. The first wave of shock and profound grief has passed. Now, it's a different struggle. It's been a month, and everything in my life has been completely turned upside down. Everything is different, foreign, and I feel so strange. It feels like I'm on the beginning of a journey that I have always feared and would like to
andriavanb
2 years ago...not take. But, she's gone, so I don't have any choice but to navigate this new place without her. It's just one step at a time. Trying to remember to breathe. But this world is incredibly lonely without her. The silence is deafening without her voice. But I am strong. I am her daughter. I've missed you too. Thank you for being so amazing. I am very grateful for your friendship. I hope you know that. ❤❤❤❤❤
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2 years ago@andriavanb It’s understandable, and I feel as if you could never get the closure you desire. Hopefully this funeral will at least allow her closure, and strengthen the bond between you, a bond that can’t be broken by death. Now that she’s gone, you can focus on yourself, focus on fixing that hole inside of you. What happened is terrible, but like you said, you have no choice but to persevere.
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2 years ago@andriavanb You have got this! Remember to take care of yourself, and stay positive. I believe in you. Stay strong my friend! (P.S.-Your friendship has changed me in ways I can never express through words, so thank you for inspiring me to be a better person, friend, and family member.) 💕💗
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2 years agoI always wanted to just tough someone and be able to know what they’re thinking but at this point… I think it’s just better if I don’t
✰Absτrสcτ Girl✰
2 years agoOmg hi! i used to use recolor long ago and we used to be great friends back then. i cannot believe i found you again! Your work has gotten so much better🥺❤❤❤
✨mars🪐
2 years agoHi I am new here plz try and follow me!
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2 years ago@💞🤪K˟˚E˟˚N˟˚D˟˚A˟˚L˟˚L˟˚🤪💞 OMG! Yes, I’ve always wanted to read minds. I feel as if it’ll end up being more of a curse than a blessing, though. If I has to choose a power, I’d probably either choose the ability to manipulate time or be invisible whenever I please. 😏
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2 years ago@✰Absτrสcτ Girl✰ OMG! I REMEMBER YOU! I missed you dearly, and your stunning art work! I’m so glad you found me, and thank you so much for the compliment! Cant wait to reconnect with you and see more of your work! 🥰
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2 years ago@✨mars🪐 Hello! Welcome to the world of Recolor! You have some major talent, and I’ll definitely be following! Hope we can become friends! 😊
andriavanb
2 years agoThank you for believing in me. Honestly, it's pretty hard right now. There are so many things I am struggling with in my life on top of my mom's passing, that it's quite overwhelming a lot of days. Today and the last few days, I've been going from one moment to the next, one foot in front of the other. Telling myself I have survived so much, I have to keep being strong. I want my mom to be proud, and I want to be proud of myself. Life seems so darn hard, and I'm tired and grieving. I want to be
✰Absτrสcτ Girl✰
2 years ago@Eager2Color Thank you very much❤💫
andriavanb
2 years ago...this huge source of love, and joy, and positivity! But the obstacles are so BIG. I still haven't been able to find a place to live and so I still have the greedy, unethical landlord and nasty roommates and lawsuit to deal with. I may not have any choice but to move somewhere not very safe, again. The only place I feel safe is on Recolor. And most of the time with my family, as long as I act the way they want me to. I LOVE my family so much, but they definitely expect me to be a certain way.
Eager2Color
2 years ago